we are all here to offer you support. Many of us have felt like that at one time, and we understand. What said about taking one day at a time is good advice. I've sometimes been at the stage where I've had to take one hour at a time. I've actually checked it on the clock! Do you have wet or dry macular degeneration and how is your vision? Are you getting any support from friends or family? Warm wishes, Wendy, Patient Leader.