Well, I went through the five stages of grief:
denial.
anger.
bargaining.
depression.
acceptance.
I now am grateful for each day and want to make the best of the time I have. It also has me planing what I will do if I lose all my central vision. I've got a “Plan B” sort of worked out. I just got tired of being scared about my disease. I'm trying to play the cards that have been dealt and stay happy. I am “semi-successful” at it. Best, Richard-Advocate