thank you for sharing your situation with us. You do seem to have a lot of issues with your eyes, unfortunately. You will find a lot of support in this group. And it is so much more difficult when you don't have family or friends nearby to help. Do you have a good retinal specialist? Is it myopic macular degeneration that you have? Transport is so important if our vision deteriorates. I'm lucky to be pretty near to bus and train, and can get an Uber if I have to. I may move closer to family if I can't cope myself. It is such a shame to give up your hobbies. Have you thought about visiting a Low Vision Centre. They would have suggestions on magnifiers and lighting and other options to help you. Wendy, Patient Leader.